Nobody gives a single shit if I dissapeared or not, and honestly I kinda like things this way more, honestly, but I still feel like you all deserve to know what I've been up to

First of all; I technically have a job now

It's a sidejob I have pretty much every sunday now, it's not full time, but it pays, and I contribute to society somehow, so I'm happy to have it, and hey, we all need money, and as we all know, beggars can't choose

This is both a good thing and a bad thing, the good part is that I'm finally (kinda) getting my life together, and I feel like I'm finally understanding what it feels to have true independency and responsibilities, and I'm glad to have so, it feels good to know the things I'm doing for once matter in a significant way

But I'm not used to this kind of workflow, so it's been very tiring for me, both physically and mentally, to the point for a few weeks, I wasn't even able to get up to do the things I liked to do, I'd turn the PC, lay on my sofa (I don't have a bed) waiting for my PC to turn, and 10 minutes later I'd just turn it off and go back to sleep through the entire day, but now I'm feeling a little better, and I feel like I'm quickly adjusting myself to this new active life, so things will be going back to "normal" soon, I think

Secondly; I've been having kind of a identity crisis?

For a good while I've been unsure if I should be the Nice Fellow June or the Edgy Nightmare June, and this kinda make me stopped doing anything art-related due to the fact I couldn't decide if I was happy with my current artstyle or if I should try and change things for something darker, and with that, every time I attempted to create anything, I'd just hit a brick wall since I couldn't decide what to do with it, and I'd immediately would stop trying to finish any of my works, and I'd just go back to procastinate or play, this also affected other parts of my life, but who cares

Anyways, I'll be trying to bring new content, but expect things to change around here, I'll definitely try to experiment more with my works, so don't be surprised if you see something that feels out of place

And at last, I've been working on a lil' animation for this kinda shitposty collab, which I won't disclose what it is right now, but I'm very happy to say that it's going to be pretty cool, not only because of the amount of talents in the collab, but because it's also going to be the first time I've ever joined a big collab, which for a good while has been a big dream of mine, being able to work with other crazy talented artists from NG puts a big smile in my face, and I hope when it's out, you all will like it just as much as enjoyed being a part of it

Here's an early screencap of my part, this is a deleted scene, but it kinda gives away what to expect from it.

Either way, I hope you're all having a good one

I'll crawl back to under my rock

Send me your death threats or your messages of love to my inbox :)

See you around!