Let's cut the bullshit

Things are getting more and more stressful as the days go by

I'm pretty unhappy with both life and the things "I know how to do"

I've attempted so many things yet nothing clicks

Regular art, pixel art and now even Low-Poly 3D but it only demotivates me further

Specially because everyone around me (in real life, my online friends on the other hand are fucking great) only serves to distract or drive me further away from my goal, I have an awful family, I don't have a room of my own, and I can't work on shit when anybody's home (which is not uncommon, unfortunately) because they'll always find a way to bother or disrupt me for the stupidest fucking thing and it only demotivates me to even attempt to do even the things I like by the simple fact any time I get even the slighest of motivation I get it taken away from me in a blink of an eye

Still couldn't find a job, and overall didn't find success at absolutely anything in life, in fact, things seem to be spiraling down once again, like I'm going backwards in life, devolving as the days go by

Not sure what life has for me, if it's anything, or specially anything good/worth living for anymore, but tbh I don't see why I even bother anymore

Anyways, things will probably slow down, so don't expect me to post much

Hope you're all having a nice day, and don't be like me.