I feel like I'm slowly but surely turning back into who I was back then, and this is not a good thing

Anger is slowly taking control over me, slowly giving up on any dream or career choice I might have had, and in general I'm growing more and more tired of this shit

Despite trying my best, the effort seems in vain

I'm waiting for the worst as usual, that's all I can say for now

I'll try to work on something soon, don't count on it.

Edit: Actually, nevermind

I'm just having an awful day, and in general awful year, disregard everything said in this post.