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JuneSSantos
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June S. Santos @JuneSSantos

Age 22, Sunflower Man

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My life is a fucking joke

Posted by JuneSSantos - May 19th, 2021


I'm wasting my life being a useless sack of shit

No job, no life, no social life

I'm unlikable, unfunny, unoriginal and any sort of talent I might have or had is wasted because I'm incapable of keeping my inspiration for more than five seconds before I give up on everything

All of my dreams destroyed me so far, and I don't see myself going anywhere in life except to the absolute rock bottom, or hopefully, hell

I died the day my mother died, I'm a piece of shit

That's all I have to add

I legit cannot wait till' I'm dead.


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Take it easy on yourself, you're still young, an incredibly small amount of people have it all figured out at your age. Feel free to take a break go to a park or beach in your area bring a boombox and chillax. Everyone needs a break once in a while.

I think every user here has made a similar post or has had similar feelings. You're not alone, it just feels that way because humans suck. I was 25 when my mom passed away and I still needed her. It's been seven years and there is so much I wish I could tell her.

19 isn't very old, you still got plenty of dreams to build, pursue, and destroy. My mom was 55 and liked to say "I'm still trying to figure out what I'll be when I grow up."

Keep your chin up June. You are surrounded by kindred spirits on newgrounds.